Stick my head out the door
feel the rain on my face
let it wash over me
i miss your face
i feel guilty
i want to write that check
i almost want to get a cold
because then i will have an excuse
to avoid people
to feel safe
the rain pours
if it wasnt so dark i would run in it
i can feel the heat subsiding
thank god
drip drop drip
the soft pitter patter will be my lullaby
soothing the troubled mind

So here it is

REASONS I DONT LIKE THAT IDEA

1. Mardi Gras is in February. It is JULY
2. Louisiana has more to offer than a big Mardi Gras celebration that is really just people vomiting. we could make it gator themed. or just the south, so hip hop, giggin, and watermelon
3. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR WHORE TITS! I have seen them one to many times and i do not need a fucking excuse for you to be more of a slut.
4. I am in denial about the move and that the person i love the most isnt going to be around for over a year and that breaks my fucking heart
so no

i dont think so.

Been here since 8am... alone... with church ladies

WHAT THE FUCK
is the point of being awake this early when there are no kids.

I need to make money
so i can move
and be uncomfortable
and see if it helps

I miss your face.
I miss Brum... WTF?!
Never thought Birmingham would strike such emotion!
The Mailbox, The Bullpen
fabulous

The church ladies here are like all other church ladies
i hear them gossiping
then i pass and they switch to me
"thats beth's daughter, she never comes to services anymore"
thats because i dont need to be part of your cult to believe in god.