split thumbs.

i split my thumb
it bled
i saw her
she is a tease
its no fucking secret
and i thought all was lost
but then
you reached out
into a crowd of people
who were pushing
shoving
pulsing
and pulled me into you
just when i think all is lost
and i am crushed in the crowd
you pull me back
and i love you
the way we fix your car window with a trash bag and purple duct tape
it was 3 am
the way you stared at me
pulled me close
i split my thumb on his tooth
a stranger patted my head
he pulled me close
looked in my eyes
then there was you

reaching
groping
shoving
just to get to me
i dont understand it.
ive been lost in worse.

the way you click your jaw in the night
almost like the ticking of the clock
and yet.

i dont give any kind of a fuck. at all.
because i love you
fuck the world